<sub>Oh Penelope
Are you filled with air
Swallowed oxygen
That makes you float up?
Is it Dropsy?
Will your lungs swell?
It’s depressing me
To see you struggle

Oh Penelope
Are you filled with air
Swallowed oxygen
That makes you float up?
Is it Dropsy?
Will your lungs swell?

It’s depressing me
To see you struggle
I’m treading water with my oars
Glass galleons anchored, oceans floor
I’m diving down with all my gear
In search of treasure, para mi corazon

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water
Replace it with a safe shell

Don’t wanna see you floating upside down
On the top of the bowl when I
Come round to visit you
Don’t wanna see you floating upside down

No girl
Need you there, Need you there, Need you there
Ooh Release that air
(I’m treading water with my oars
Glass galleons anchored, oceans floor
I’m diving down with all my gear
In search of treasure, para mi corazon)

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water
Replace it with a safe shell
If they summon the rains now,
Are you gonna rise?

If they summon the rains now,
Are you gonna rise?



"Penelope"-Saosin</sub>



Guess whose back?

yeah so i wrote this journal about leaving to Dominican Republic and then the time ran out and then I didn't spend much time on the computers there because I was dragged around by Joey.

Lemme tell you right now .... there is no time that I have felt more like a guy then now. I literally began whistling at hot men. well not the ones i was considering. I'm still wayy too insecure for that. =^^=.

oh yeah and i totally checked out girls for them "woah look at her boobs."

but other than that we walked around making references to the abridged series. uber funny.

Kaiba followed me on a hellicopter. LOL

AND THE PLOT TWIST ISSSSSS -
you're adopted!

word to your mama.



yesyes.




here's a photo:


I was sooo drunk there. omg. because before that I went alone to my hotel and cried. loooong story that I don't feel like sharing much because well It's over now. And then i drank alcohol. Oh man. lol. I started singing russian child songs after singing "pidmanula" at the top of my lungs. it was nice . well not the top of my lungs but yeah. And i totally made the two guys with me seem drunk as well. LUVLY

and i tricked myself into liking this guy.

WARNING: Alcohol makes people cuter than they appear!

and guess what?

he was polish. wth

my polish fourth is being attracted. arghhhh

and then Joey acted like a girl for me it was awesome. every time we passed each other in the buffet (the polish one) I sat down and Joey was like
"OMG he LOOKED at you"

"oh no was he using protection??" lol

yeah you know how girls go insane over one glance.

We went to Puntacana though, not the capital but still. don't worry it's err nicer than it sounds. lol

I got so hurt though. mann i have never had so many medical conditions happen to me at the same time!

i mean my legs are still trying to swell back to normal size. i couldnt see my ankle for days!

two words kiddos : Sun Lotion . A MUSTT

oh man and so many men fell on me in volleyball. lol. it was great. apparently im really good when warmed up. so it was all good. oh man aussie guys. and american hell.

french were a bit mean

i really miss it there.

and i kinda regret not going for this guy who liked me and kept following me around

but i dont think Joey woulda liked him and he told me

"Any guy you pick has to go through me first"
so yeah lol. i feel bad for the guy.


SOO there's something else

i've rediscovered my liking of creating avatars and Fanfiction. so yes.

I'll post some later



tagged by apparently

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're been tagged.

.:InfoTime:.
1. I like when hair falls into my face because it gives me a false sense of security. therefore i disagree when people say pulled back is better because my face feels so...naked and I feel really insecure. Hard to explain but it's there.
2. I'm tending to like guys that remind me of this guy i went out with in Belarus. And its really getting to me.
3. I tend to pent things up so much. And I think it's for the best because lately little things about people are starting to bug me
4. I currently feel lost. I don't know how to explain it.. but i think lost is a good word
5. I seem to influence a lot of people and they start to take my example which i need to start to like. And i sorta do. But i think the thing that bothers me most is that they're better at being well who im trying to be? or something. well nvrmind
6. I regret having a lot of friends sometimes and am cutting myself off a lot because the people that i value most are getting neglected. hard to explain as well. I'm just wayy too sympathetic, and now I'm noticing the people that mean the most to me aren't getting the attention from me they deserve, that's a better way of putting it.
7. Yes mom, i realize that I'm a horrible person.
8. Illusionist. watch it or die >B[

BONUS: exhibit a of me being sympathetic: I was watching Casanova and they were making fun of the fat guy. i strarted to cry and say 'turn it off' because iduno i felt so bad for him. MY mom looked at me like i was crazy btw

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